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FORM 42‑L (rev. ∞) — BUREAU OF EMOTIONAL CONTRABAND
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SECTION I — IDENTIFICATION
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│ 1. Applicant Name (print clearly, in fragments)                               │
│        silence bruised by whispers                                            │
│        that crawl beneath skin                                                │
│        echo split by fractures                                                │
│        murmurs carved in bone                                                 │
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│ 2. Date of Application (temporal coordinates of psychic rupture)              │
│        when your breath turned shadow                                         │
│        and your pulse echoed backwards                                        │
│        in the rising flood of midnight                                        │
│        syllables erased from clocks                                           │
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│ 3. Attachment Designation (metaphorical taxonomy)                             │
│        asylum sought from memory                                              │
│        (pending refusal), housed                                              │
│        in chambers webbed by grief                                            │
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│ 4. Catalog Reference Number (office use, encrypted)                           │
│        ⍓  [REDACTED]⧃ echo→ref→ref→ref→null                                   │
│        CODEX: breath.key//FAIL—checksum bled through sigil border             │
│          static.murmur.loop(7) / recovered fragment in rib-cipher             │
│        ✶ entropy drift exceeded archival threshold                            │
│        ∴ continuity breach logged at midnight echo: status = UNFIXABLE        │
│        → refer to Dept. of Discontinuous Retention                            │
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SECTION II — ORIGIN & CONDITION
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│ 5. Origin of Attachment (fill in appropriate moon phase)                      │
│    🌕 seeped from marrow            🌒 inherited echoes                         │
│    🌗 misrouted prayers             🌘 corporate hauntings                      │
│    🌓 empathy contraband            🌑 accidental invocation                    │
│    🌖 misplaced breaths             🌔 archived dreams unsealed                 │
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│ 6. First Symptom Noted (describe poetically, minimum couplet)                 │
│        a cough shaped like doorways                                           │
│        footsteps in empty throats                                             │
│        whispers mistaken for wings                                            │
│        echoes bound in ribbon veins                                           │
│        inhalations stuttering, unsure                                         │
│        mouth leaking quiet storms                                             │
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│ 7. Current State of Matter (precise imagery required)                         │
│        fog braided with veins                                                 │
│        glass splintering softly                                               │
│        bone humming forgotten songs                                           │
│        vapor fingers threading loss                                           │
│        lungs rusting into ghost breath                                        │
│        pupil pools awash in haze                                              │
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SECTION III — DECLARATION OF INTENT
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│ 8. Intended Disposition (select all that apply using the least appropriate    │
│    symbol available)                                                          │
│    ☒ archival forgetting          🗷 ceremonial erasure                        │
│    🗹 melancholy curation          ☑ indefinite quarantine                     │
│    🞕 exhibit of invisible scars   🗳 surrendering of breath                    │
│    🗸 sealing doors within doors                                               │
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│ Clerk's Note: Symbol misuse has been noted. Filing continues under protest.   │
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│ 9. If archival, specify shelf label (provide elegiac fragment)                │
│        heartbeat archives, sealed                                             │
│        labeled only by absences                                               │
│        language no tongue can hold                                            │
│        boxes brimming empty                                                   │
│        code that grief abandoned                                              │
│        archive locked in silent pulse                                         │
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SECTION IV — ATTACHMENT NARRATIVE (attach whispers if audible)
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│ 10. Narrative (minimum stanza of six lines)                                   │
│        it arrived clothed in breath,                                          │
│        trailing threads of unfinished speech.                                 │
│        offered tea brewed from midnight tears,                                │
│        it drank until moonlight leaked from fingers.                          │
│        now it nests behind my ribs,                                           │
│        murmuring in languages lost to grief,                                  │
│        a tenant weaving sadness into tapestry,                                │
│        stitching marrow into shadowed lace.                                   │
│        i tried eviction through whispered pleas,                              │
│        writing petitions onto dissolving paper.                               │
│        but its roots grew deeper—                                             │
│        memory flowering darkly, feeding from dreams.                          │
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SECTION V — APPLICANT OATH
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│ I certify the attachment described is irrevocably true,                       │
│ unresolved, leaking steadily, and bound in shadow.                            │
│ Falsification invites recursive penalties without mercy or appeal.            │
│                                                                               │
│ Signature (trace outline):                ink stained by trembling hands      │
│ Date (rhythm of loss):                    the hour clocks refuse to keep      │
│ Witness (metaphysical identity):          shadow casting fingerprints         │
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INTERNAL USE ONLY — DO NOT WRITE BELOW THIS LINE
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│ Intake Clerk Initials:   • ≋ •                                                │
│ Processing Queue:        Σ  ⚙  ∆  ‡  ◌                                        │
│ Emotional Audit Status:  unresolved recursion, referral mandatory             │
│ Archive Eligibility:     ☑ sentenced to murmured shelving                     │
│                          ☐ set aside for shadow laundering                    │
│                                                                               │
│ Rejection Justification (if applicable):                                      │
│        echoes documented insufficiently faint                                 │
│        applicant breathes too loudly in ink                                   │
│        memory refuses relocation, clings—                                     │
│        haunting certified permanent                                           │
│                                                                               │
│ Internal Error Log (note irregularities):                                     │
│        form refused containment thrice,                                       │
│        leaking whispers into office ventilation                               │
│        archive shelves rearranged autonomously at night                       │
│        stamps weeping ink, seals fogging silently                             │
│                                                                               │
│ Recommended Action:                                                           │
│    ☑ transfer to Department of Forgotten Speech                               │
│    ☐ consign to Office of Shattered Mirrors                                   │
│    ☑ forward to Committee on Recursive Appeals                                │
│                                                                               │
│ Final Status:            𓋴𓎛𓄿 𓅓 𓂋𓋴𓅱 — awaiting storm                           │
│                          clouds building in heartbeat rhythm                  │
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