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Necromnesis

By breath and bone and fleeting trace,
I call you—
by sigh mistaken, empty space,
I call you—
by echoes caught in fraying thread,
by shadows drifting near my bed,
by scents that slither, thick with dread,
I call you.

I stitch your shape from borrowed air,
I bind you—
from splintered voice and strands of hair,
I bind you—
by vowels cracked in walls that moan,
by lullabies in fractured tone,
by dreams that rot before they’ve grown,
I bind you.

With circle drawn in dust and doubt,
I raise you—
with trembling hands and heart devout,
I raise you—
from memories blurred, decayed, and frail,
from bitter charms cursed to fail,
from grief that bends the midnight veil,
I raise you.

And for a moment—just a gleam,
I hold you—
your weightless step, a fading dream,
I hold you—
the warmth that drifts and slips below,
the phantom touch I used to know,
the scar that roots but will not grow,
I hold you.

Then by my hope that turns to ache,
I lose you—
by spells that falter anguish wakes,
I lose you—
in silence deep, where heartbeats part,
where echoes coil and shadows start,
again, again—my quiet art,
to lose you.

All or Nothing

If time were clay that offered me a chance
To shape anew the path that brought me here,
To mould it would undo the sorrows past,
Yet lose the wonders sorrow made more dear.

The flaws I bore have ripened into grace,
The joys I gather bloomed from mire and thorn;
Erase one pain, and light would lose its place—
The stem would wither where the fruit was born.

My memories hold both light and bitter strains,
Twined by a fate that spun them into thread;
I’d keep the ache that scorched through joys and pains,
For losing loss would leave my marvels dead.

The roots of anguish feed the blooms of worth—
For wonder thrives where hardship scars the earth.

Scanxiety and Other Updates

Took my meds and checked the chat
Someone’s wife just shaved her head
Someone else says, “Fuck this fog.”
Missed her kid’s school thing again
Marked the day but still forgot
Wrote it down in three damn apps

Tried to clean. Forgot I started
Filled the sink and walked away
Area rugs need a shake
Clam inside, I don’t unfold
Some days offer only brine
Some days hold a hidden pearl

Still, the group chat’s making jokes
Someone found a lace-trimmed robe
Says she aced it at her scan
Says she’s claiming glam as spite
We don’t talk about the ones
We don’t see in chat again

Hope feels sharp and soft at once
Some days, even teas taste wrong
Wife says, “Baby, rest is real.”
So I call that getting things done
Some days I just hare off after
Something I forgot to want

Drhnoucí řeč

Nevyřčený zvuk se svírá v čtvrthrst slov,
přečtěte smršť třpytů ztracených v záhybech řeči.
Skřípání štěrků štípe zuby i jazyk,
čtvrť věty se láme v neklidném drnčení,
řeč drhne—ztrácí třpyt, hledá tichý dech.

Praag Dooit

Klokken rekken zich,
stenen strekken,
smeltwater ruist door kasseien,
druppels vloeien, adem ontstaat.

De Vltava rilt,
splijt haar huid,
mist vlucht,
bruggen dampen,
de stad vervaagt in rimpelend licht.

Stemmen sijpelen uit stegen,
stappen ketsen,
Praag schudt, strekt,
spiegelt zich in ontdooide tijd.

The Pour

She begins brittle,
tightly curled,
a rustle of dry whispers
waiting for a reason to unfurl.
I linger, calm and quiet,
until her need stirs me,
kindling the flame
that calls me to boil.

When I pour over her,
a slow, burbling warmth
that saturates her edges
like it smolders in my core,
she blooms under my caress,
folds unraveling in my heat.
The turbulence stirs us,
so that every part of me
meets every part of her.

Curling fingers rise,
the air thickens;
She steeps in me,
I draw the flavour from her.
We become one together,
More than either of us alone.
The swelter inside me,
the richness within her-
we become something new
in this act of alchemy.